napanaginipan kita.

i think it was two saturdays ago - when i dreamt about you.
sabi mo sa dream, the reason why you have not shown up for two years after the accident was that you were recovering... you were undergoing a "water" therapy. sort of literal water therapy coz you need to submerge yourself under water (which I found odd, but hey it was acceptable) to erase those bruises you have incurred.
sa dream ko, ang weird... they tried to hit you with a huge rock on your face, kaya hindi ka nagpakita... but while you were saying/explaining this, i knew they did not throw a hard concrete stuff on your face because it would have shown in the autopsy.
it felt so real. regardless of whether it was possible or not, that you came back to life, i was contented with the fact that you were around. you were just there. alive.
... oh well...
i needed to wake up. it was such a beautiful dream i must say. a very beautiful one.
miss na kita. miss ko na si king. miss ko na si manoy. miss ko na sina nanay and tatay. minsan sad lang... kse alam mo there are things na you can not control. much as you want everyone to be in one place... hirap na rin.
hehehe!
awwww... i was just reminded - 10 years ago, i tried looking for work in Davao... pero i was having a hard time. stranger ako sa davao. weird. dami nating adventures during my 2001 stay in Davao... and i want to thank you for assuring me that you and king will be ok in Davao kahit wala ako dun... I would have wanted to look after you, pero parang I was a stranger in Davao back then -- it did not welcome me the way I expected to welcome me...

malapit na birthday mo. pero mas malapit birthday ni manoy.
i love you yom. :)
this was us 10 years ago. :)
happy moment ito. :) kahit wala kang barkada dun sa celebration ng grad namin, game ka pa rin. nakipagkulitan ka sa mga friends na inimbitahan ko.
hehehe. why i have this feeling na kahit binubuking kita kina nanay and tatay, ikaw ang nag-iisa kong kakampi. or sana naging kakampi mo rin ako no? hehe. i remember how pissed you were when i made buking na may muntik ka nang mabuntis... and super kabado ka nun. hahaha! pero wala lang. you told me naman your reflections after wards, and sinumbong mo pa nga nun 2003 the girl who tried to set you up. ahhh... i so miss you. did you know that i watched xmen alone. wala lang. the last movie we watched together was xmen 2... hehehe! wala lang. i miss you... pagdasal mo din lang ako. nalulungkot ako ngayon tinatry kong intindihin bakit... bisitahin mo na nga lang ako. o di kaya kunin mo na rin lang ako.  :) basta kasama ka oks lang ako. :) love you!

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