dreams

have i killed mine already?
wala lang. nabasa ko kse tong sinulat ni paulo coelho -- Paulo Coelho's 3 symptoms of killing our dreams.

have i silently killed it?
gulp. sigh.

oro.plata.mata.
as i climb each step - i am becoming uncertain as to which path to take. each step gives me different experiences - of gold and silver so far. will these gold and silver compensate as to what my heart yearns for? or if the time comes when i have to step on death, will it eventually make me forget what i have dreamt of?

sigh.

have i stopped dreaming? have i become so boring?

sigh.