digging

dear yom,
dreamt of you last night. you were unearthing something. and you told me not to worry. then later on a hundred thousand pesos  were made available and i told you to save something for yourself.
i don't know if it means something - i guess, for the next few days, i will be keeping that in mind, and will reflect on experiences.
weird. it's been like four months since 2013 and it is only now that i have blogged here.
i dreamt of you many times since 2013 - and i am glad.
i miss you. after 10 years, it seems hard surviving. i don't even know what i want. it's like i am moving forward aimlessly.
wish you could help me. or just show up in my sleep.
miss you a lot.