sama ka sa amin? :)

hi yom!!!

wala lang! nasa bahay ulit si king, may recent encounter na naman sila ni nellyn... wala lang! anyways, i hope theo will grow up to be a nice boy, if things won't workout between king and nellyn, i just want theo to feel that we love him. 

i don't want king to stay in a relationship like the one he has with nellyn. kinda suck, but really... i no longer feel that it is emotionally and psychologically healthy for king. parang each time maremember ko that nellyn forced kong to live with her since 2006, i've let go of the fact that king and i could no longer hang-out together like the way we used to. nuon pa nga na bago ka lang nawala and king was uprooted from Davao - months after he met nellyn, parang nawala na nga yung time ni kong to be with us - nanay, manoy and me. 

though, thankful ako that nellyn diverted king's depression to having a relationship with her. wala lang. hindi ko alam. pero sana si king will grow old whole like tatay. alam mo yun, mabait na bata si king, and he's one of the gentle guys i have known (sige na nga kasama ka na dun and si manoy -- pero si manoy may tendency pa rin siya na magdukol ng ulo!!! kahit sa akin!)... 

anyways, first time to see king angry and crying last saturday. i want king to be assertive but not violent. i want king to keep his patience it's his best asset, but not to the point that he is being abused. yun lang. bantayan mo siya yom, the way you used to when you were still in school - elementary and college. miss you yom. mukhang sa bahay din matutulog si manoy! :)

sama ka sa amin maya? magparamdam ka lang ha! love u!